City lights obscure the stars, utopian dreams in chaotic world full of false prophets and new gods, where reality and imagination become science to fulfill the dreams of humanity, creation or devices that seem useless in the eyes of the masses, with men who do not receive the recognition in life, sometimes it is lost in oblivion, in the ink and paper.
Images of a world full of life or death, where chaos prevails on the order sought by men who want to establish laws to restrict the beasts that live within them, forcing to forget the instincts and only reinforce the logic and reason. Forgetting the origin of it, the essence of man. A world where to say what you feel is a mistake to think outside of his approach a crime.
I embrace my instincts trying to survive, I seek answers from the ashes of a tortured past, trying to see my errors keeping more questions than replies, I look for a miracle without believing in divinities. I build castles in the clouds that disappear in the wind, wishing I could be with someone, wishing I could win. I try to get away from my humanity but returned to it over time as being in cycle, in a labyrinth from which no exit. A minotaur maze without , a labyrinth where one is confronted by his greatest enemy oneself a maze called Mind, as chaotic, unknown and irreverent.
Seeking answers where there are no lights and shadows that rule is the only place where I am welcome there even learn to enjoy what you are but always want to change something that is the nature of the beasts, there's instincts have called the decision to listen or follow the path it has set.
Hey you rotting in your alcoholic shell
Banging on the walls of your intoxicated mind
Do you ever wonder why you were left alone
As your heart grew colder and finally turned to stone
Did I punish you for dreaming?
Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
Do you ever dream of escaping...
Don't you ever dream of escaping?
Forgotten Hopes - Anathema
jueves, 29 de septiembre de 2011
miércoles, 28 de septiembre de 2011
28911
Words like razor across my thoughts, which again has never believed hear less from someone that said that said like me, things that hurt more than the wounds of the body, one that does not heal with time. The unstoppable time that makes the second pass slower prolonging the agony of a lost soul or a bastard in life that do not plan to stop fighting, to seek a new dream as yours have been destroyed, and can not be restored. Dreams that went on the air, like a lament of a man condemned to death.
A song to die slowly and others more to fight, Who will win? despair or stupidity. I do not know what the hell to do, looking for a new dream in the ashes of the old ones, a faint light on a starless night, halfway between people who never have met me and I do not know each had never seen streets looking for a sign, something give me an idea that which now lack. A funete of inspiration, an idea to free my mind, something that will not look back, an oasis in a desert of uncertainty and doubt.
Embraces me to death waiting for his favor, knowing that they let me go to the site you want to be a promise ties me, destroys me a dream, although it has been destroyed by the one who helped me to create it, one should dream of be forgotten, as the old chest of a broken covenant, by which hiceron, shattered hopes and forgotten by those who said the word surrender was not in her dictionary.
I could not do anything, just the destiny to which I hate, which I can not get away which could not overcome. A song to remember who I am and a shot of whiskey will never forget. Because today is a good day to die as any other.
A song to die slowly and others more to fight, Who will win? despair or stupidity. I do not know what the hell to do, looking for a new dream in the ashes of the old ones, a faint light on a starless night, halfway between people who never have met me and I do not know each had never seen streets looking for a sign, something give me an idea that which now lack. A funete of inspiration, an idea to free my mind, something that will not look back, an oasis in a desert of uncertainty and doubt.
Embraces me to death waiting for his favor, knowing that they let me go to the site you want to be a promise ties me, destroys me a dream, although it has been destroyed by the one who helped me to create it, one should dream of be forgotten, as the old chest of a broken covenant, by which hiceron, shattered hopes and forgotten by those who said the word surrender was not in her dictionary.
I could not do anything, just the destiny to which I hate, which I can not get away which could not overcome. A song to remember who I am and a shot of whiskey will never forget. Because today is a good day to die as any other.
lunes, 26 de septiembre de 2011
When
When dreams become nightmares, I laugh at the feelings of loneliness, never alone that are always with me, my friends. To die in a dream or living in a nightmare? Was there always my dilemma. Now I enjoy my destiny, I see the stars and the clouds looking for inspiration, looking for a new story, a new story or just enjoying math. Live to die for sure only what I have, if I die today or tomorrow that matters, it only matters what I did.
One day I dreamed of a different world, but I can not change mine, my dreams are my inspiration fuerzame allow me to fight, let me live that I lost hope and faith. The world is only a ecenario world in which I can play, the autumn looks, the wind is against and is never fun I've had things easy, but worth it. No matter if I can be happy as people have fun while you can conceive nothing else matters.
When the world spits in your face Smile sarcastically, there is no better way of doing things. I can not even pay, I have to prove that all his words were false. That dreams can be true, that my wings would melt but not without first touching the stars, no matter what you have to lose I will not surrender. I've lost a Rose and a Star, I do not mind the rest.
My ancient dreams are now my worst nightmares, not always what was good in the past is good now, but you can always learn from it, you can not trust everything you see because these are illusions, as false as the hope of a dead man.
Although dream and not quitting because that's all I have left.
One day I dreamed of a different world, but I can not change mine, my dreams are my inspiration fuerzame allow me to fight, let me live that I lost hope and faith. The world is only a ecenario world in which I can play, the autumn looks, the wind is against and is never fun I've had things easy, but worth it. No matter if I can be happy as people have fun while you can conceive nothing else matters.
When the world spits in your face Smile sarcastically, there is no better way of doing things. I can not even pay, I have to prove that all his words were false. That dreams can be true, that my wings would melt but not without first touching the stars, no matter what you have to lose I will not surrender. I've lost a Rose and a Star, I do not mind the rest.
My ancient dreams are now my worst nightmares, not always what was good in the past is good now, but you can always learn from it, you can not trust everything you see because these are illusions, as false as the hope of a dead man.
Although dream and not quitting because that's all I have left.
domingo, 25 de septiembre de 2011
Back
I dream of chaos and destruction, nothing else is making me happy I can not live some interesting stories, comedies and happy stories are far from being nice to me. As she said that I feel is my curse, pain is my destiny, you should not feel, because they make me who I am, giving me Loneliness more than anyone has given me.
As Achilles had to decide if I was going to war, would have a short but intense life and immortal glory, and if he stayed in his house would have a long life and quiet. We all have to make decisions, sometimes your dreams and your happiness take different paths and there are people that help you decide what is right, thank you arrived at the right time to show me that there are things impossible to me. But now I must not look back in a couple of days I leave the city to try to make my dreams to forget the garbage, I can not forget even if you want, and I wanted to do, but the past will never leave you, no I regret that I felt for her was real or at least on my part. But I must not turn back that could regret and is not suitable.
At the end of the day everyone will die and will live as long. I want to be .... and not what I want or what I want.
I am sick because I can not deny my destiny. Maybe it's time to accept it and look at the fact I can not win in certain scenes, that this play does not allow me to improvise in certain parts, at least I can choose the soundtrack.
Dreams turn into nightmares and vice versa. No matter who fight for them while I may. I can not win impossible battles.
As Achilles had to decide if I was going to war, would have a short but intense life and immortal glory, and if he stayed in his house would have a long life and quiet. We all have to make decisions, sometimes your dreams and your happiness take different paths and there are people that help you decide what is right, thank you arrived at the right time to show me that there are things impossible to me. But now I must not look back in a couple of days I leave the city to try to make my dreams to forget the garbage, I can not forget even if you want, and I wanted to do, but the past will never leave you, no I regret that I felt for her was real or at least on my part. But I must not turn back that could regret and is not suitable.
At the end of the day everyone will die and will live as long. I want to be .... and not what I want or what I want.
I am sick because I can not deny my destiny. Maybe it's time to accept it and look at the fact I can not win in certain scenes, that this play does not allow me to improvise in certain parts, at least I can choose the soundtrack.
Dreams turn into nightmares and vice versa. No matter who fight for them while I may. I can not win impossible battles.
sábado, 24 de septiembre de 2011
Free
The defeat does not matter because I was in the budget, time lost is time and not just go back. She said this is no time when I adeacuado said my life was adequate continuing hope is the worst of the evils that Pandora release. Fighting for my dreams because I am free to die but not to live, that to live is subject to the rules of society, which imports live systems bitter as she said, do not mind being happy if it puts a necklace around my neck.
Live and die like a lone wolf, I can not be a good person and do not even try. I want a new gutter in which the main character does not matter, I do not care about the other characters, the path will be tortuous, obsucuro and perhaps without a clear finish. But who cares as long as I can have fun while I can be who I am, nothing else matters, I will not stop, no longer has to do it again, do not stop by gods, demons, mortal or immortal, even for them.
The world keeps turning not matter what happens, the wolves will continue to be the enemy of humans, no one knows the future but some things can be predicted by the models, often only need extra posing the problem and the initial conditions. I would say that luck does not exist but, but I have the bad one. At least in some chores and I do not have lived as she said, unable to bitter smile. Today I can laugh do not know why maybe it's resignation or maybe I can not hold more hope in the end does not matter. I cared for her and blew it, do not always get what you want. But you have to live with that fact.
I will not surrender among the gods, today or ever. Because today is a good day to die as any other.
Live and die for your dreams because if you do you will regret all your life and you can never say you were free.
Live and die like a lone wolf, I can not be a good person and do not even try. I want a new gutter in which the main character does not matter, I do not care about the other characters, the path will be tortuous, obsucuro and perhaps without a clear finish. But who cares as long as I can have fun while I can be who I am, nothing else matters, I will not stop, no longer has to do it again, do not stop by gods, demons, mortal or immortal, even for them.
The world keeps turning not matter what happens, the wolves will continue to be the enemy of humans, no one knows the future but some things can be predicted by the models, often only need extra posing the problem and the initial conditions. I would say that luck does not exist but, but I have the bad one. At least in some chores and I do not have lived as she said, unable to bitter smile. Today I can laugh do not know why maybe it's resignation or maybe I can not hold more hope in the end does not matter. I cared for her and blew it, do not always get what you want. But you have to live with that fact.
I will not surrender among the gods, today or ever. Because today is a good day to die as any other.
Live and die for your dreams because if you do you will regret all your life and you can never say you were free.
miércoles, 21 de septiembre de 2011
Smile
One smile could kill me in this faint world. It gives me a illusion, and hope that damn hope that kills slowly with the accuracy of a arrow and the strength of ax. A smile that gives false hope, time is unforgiving, incorruptible, unstoppable, and without mercy, do not expect anyone, I expected a loss with what is called hope. Saying things you can not make true, giving hope where there is only sadness and despair, a poison so slow and painful. That makes death is the most expected present, the most wanted.
Death is not so bad compared to the agony of knowing an answer that you did not want to know. I want to forget, I mean that everything is fine but I hate to lying, no more than I hate my actions in my past. Nothing is changing the play is incorruptible, no matter how I try, how much I want to be with her.
There are battles that you can not win, not as long as conditions do not change, the fate is done and I can not win. Time is running and I can not make it go slower, and opportunities are disappearing one by one, without mercy.
A smile makes me feel alive for a few moments and slowly killing me. Because it was must be the story of a bastard, I need to pay for my sins. I can not have a happy ending at least not in this story.
If you would tell me that I was someone
then for a second I would think
just like I would try to consider
how it would feel to know
I have to get on with this
it's a decision for tonight
out to look for chances
it is murder of my mind
I am nothing - Katatonia
Death is not so bad compared to the agony of knowing an answer that you did not want to know. I want to forget, I mean that everything is fine but I hate to lying, no more than I hate my actions in my past. Nothing is changing the play is incorruptible, no matter how I try, how much I want to be with her.
There are battles that you can not win, not as long as conditions do not change, the fate is done and I can not win. Time is running and I can not make it go slower, and opportunities are disappearing one by one, without mercy.
A smile makes me feel alive for a few moments and slowly killing me. Because it was must be the story of a bastard, I need to pay for my sins. I can not have a happy ending at least not in this story.
If you would tell me that I was someone
then for a second I would think
just like I would try to consider
how it would feel to know
I have to get on with this
it's a decision for tonight
out to look for chances
it is murder of my mind
I am nothing - Katatonia
viernes, 16 de septiembre de 2011
e
I dream with demons ans ghosts that fill my mind, creating new images full of colors and shadows I hug a faint source of light, nothing else matter, one word could save me. Maybe is just an illusion of a far away world, The gods have given their verdict. I will not give them the taste of my fall, my war and my destiny are only mine, the nightmares are part of my life and a part of me, I learn how to live with my own demons, my own passion, and desire, wishing a good ending an impossible ending for the story of a bastard.
You see anger, sadness, satisfaction, and mockery in my eyes, I remember my past, my friends, my thirst for revenge and my destiny. I think where I come from and where I do not want to go, I try my best to change the script, but it seems an epic task, You can not believe in my words, because they may not be possible for you. A Rose and a wolf appears to be impossible in your world and mine is just a dream that can not come true. It seems that this story had an ending before it start.
One song to remember you one song to forget how I am, one cup to my pain and another one to kill my hope, Because hope is my great enemy,
O Death, come near me,
save me from this empty, cold world!
O Life, you have killed me,
so spare me from this could of misery
Death,Come near me - Draconian
Today is a good day to die as everyday
You see anger, sadness, satisfaction, and mockery in my eyes, I remember my past, my friends, my thirst for revenge and my destiny. I think where I come from and where I do not want to go, I try my best to change the script, but it seems an epic task, You can not believe in my words, because they may not be possible for you. A Rose and a wolf appears to be impossible in your world and mine is just a dream that can not come true. It seems that this story had an ending before it start.
One song to remember you one song to forget how I am, one cup to my pain and another one to kill my hope, Because hope is my great enemy,
O Death, come near me,
save me from this empty, cold world!
O Life, you have killed me,
so spare me from this could of misery
Death,Come near me - Draconian
Today is a good day to die as everyday
lunes, 12 de septiembre de 2011
End
AT the end I lose as always i lost knew the results after the event one week And I Lose. My best girlfriend a bottle of bourbon sometimes fight is useless sometimes is a waste of time the time is just a measure I wish you can find the answer, because i don't have anyone
A placer, puedes tomarte el tiempo necesario
que por mi parte yo estare esperando
el dia en que te decidas a vovler y ser feliz como antes fuimos.
Se muy bien, que como yo estaras sufriendo a diario
la soledad de dos amantes que al dejarse
estan luchado cada quien por no encontrarse.
Y no es por eso, que haya dejado de quererte un solo dia
que estoy contigo aunque estes lejos de mi vida
por tu felicidad a costa de la mia.
Pero si ahora tienes tan solo la mitad
del gran amor que aun te tengo
puedes jurar que al que te quiere lo bendigo
quiero que seas feliz
Aunque no sea conmigo
Y no es por eso, que haya dejado de quererte un solo dia
que estoy contigo aunque estes lejos de mi vida
por tu felicidad a costa de la mia.
Pero si ahora tienes tan solo la mitad
del gran amor que aun te tengo
puedes jurar que al que te quiere lo bendigo
quiero que seas feliz
Aunque no sea conmigo
Enrique Bumbury - Aun que no sea conmigo
Today I lost my girlfriend and ocular implant, perhaps this day may be better
A placer, puedes tomarte el tiempo necesario
que por mi parte yo estare esperando
el dia en que te decidas a vovler y ser feliz como antes fuimos.
Se muy bien, que como yo estaras sufriendo a diario
la soledad de dos amantes que al dejarse
estan luchado cada quien por no encontrarse.
Y no es por eso, que haya dejado de quererte un solo dia
que estoy contigo aunque estes lejos de mi vida
por tu felicidad a costa de la mia.
Pero si ahora tienes tan solo la mitad
del gran amor que aun te tengo
puedes jurar que al que te quiere lo bendigo
quiero que seas feliz
Aunque no sea conmigo
Y no es por eso, que haya dejado de quererte un solo dia
que estoy contigo aunque estes lejos de mi vida
por tu felicidad a costa de la mia.
Pero si ahora tienes tan solo la mitad
del gran amor que aun te tengo
puedes jurar que al que te quiere lo bendigo
quiero que seas feliz
Aunque no sea conmigo
Enrique Bumbury - Aun que no sea conmigo
Today I lost my girlfriend and ocular implant, perhaps this day may be better
domingo, 11 de septiembre de 2011
Mirage
My dreams are just illusion in an ocean of facts, A mirage in the night. The words can kill a dream or create millions of them, but one smile can be an Armageddon for me or bring me to live again, I want ot see you laugh at least one time for me, maybe is impossible you are still in love with him and I am just your friend just a good friend, But I am now your boyfriend at least is in what both believe.
I want to be a superhero for you but it seems It can not be, every time I feel away from you, even if you say is false, I fight because is the only way I know, NEVER to retreat, NEVER to Surrender. This live is not easy I have more losses than wins, There is no glory without suffering, and a battle without scars
My nature is different or maybe is just a mirage and I am the greatest humanist of all of them, trying to change the world for the sake of the humankind, Or maybe i am just a predator in a world full of carrion feeders, and sheep's. Trying to make things in the right way, with my principles even if they are the ones of a dead man.
In a world full of death and desperation there are still Roses full of live and hope.
There are images in my head of a different world, full of shadows, perhaps the place to which I belong, My sweet hope.
I want to be a superhero for you but it seems It can not be, every time I feel away from you, even if you say is false, I fight because is the only way I know, NEVER to retreat, NEVER to Surrender. This live is not easy I have more losses than wins, There is no glory without suffering, and a battle without scars
My nature is different or maybe is just a mirage and I am the greatest humanist of all of them, trying to change the world for the sake of the humankind, Or maybe i am just a predator in a world full of carrion feeders, and sheep's. Trying to make things in the right way, with my principles even if they are the ones of a dead man.
In a world full of death and desperation there are still Roses full of live and hope.
There are images in my head of a different world, full of shadows, perhaps the place to which I belong, My sweet hope.
viernes, 9 de septiembre de 2011
6
One special number for me nothing is changing the Rose is always beautiful. I need to fight nothing can be easy for me, even us. You give me strength, I want to be a poet, to write the most beautiful verses,but I am not one. I know love you, but it does not matter if you do not believe in a future, I am just an asshole If Ithink this would be easy you are afraid of I do not what.
I wish I could make a difference, but sometimes it seems impossible, And smile cn kill me and give me some banal hope, I do not want a kingdom,, money or even glory, I only need you, You give me more happiness than I had for six years.
I m not the chosen one, is not my the desire or want I want to be, I am just a bastard who is in love with a Rose Wishing to touch their thorns, getting drunk with it is fragrance. Wanting to know what is lie for us.
What I feel for you I can not hide, my shy girl, But be a wolf is hard I always want to follow my instincts, and cry for the moon and continue my journey but I want to be with you even if it means losing something No matter what price I have to pay for her I'll do, Because neither the gods will stop me to make you happy or proud.
In the silence of the darkness when all are fast asleep
I live inside a dream calling to your spirit
As a sail calls the wind, hear the angels sing
Far beyond the sun across the western sky
Reach into the blackness find a silver line
In a voice I whisper a candle in the night
We'll carry all our dreams in a single beam of light
Close your eyes, look into the dream
Winds of change will winds of fortune bring
Mater of the Wind - Manowar
6
4
6
I wish I could make a difference, but sometimes it seems impossible, And smile cn kill me and give me some banal hope, I do not want a kingdom,, money or even glory, I only need you, You give me more happiness than I had for six years.
I m not the chosen one, is not my the desire or want I want to be, I am just a bastard who is in love with a Rose Wishing to touch their thorns, getting drunk with it is fragrance. Wanting to know what is lie for us.
What I feel for you I can not hide, my shy girl, But be a wolf is hard I always want to follow my instincts, and cry for the moon and continue my journey but I want to be with you even if it means losing something No matter what price I have to pay for her I'll do, Because neither the gods will stop me to make you happy or proud.
In the silence of the darkness when all are fast asleep
I live inside a dream calling to your spirit
As a sail calls the wind, hear the angels sing
Far beyond the sun across the western sky
Reach into the blackness find a silver line
In a voice I whisper a candle in the night
We'll carry all our dreams in a single beam of light
Close your eyes, look into the dream
Winds of change will winds of fortune bring
Mater of the Wind - Manowar
6
4
6
jueves, 8 de septiembre de 2011
AN
I've been searching for you
for so long
My life's been sacrificed
I've been longing for truth
And now I have found
all that in you
Like an Angel - Yngwie Malmsteen
I will protect the smile of her face and fight against mills that have form of giants I have found you and I do not want to lost you. The moon is always there, like the past it always come back. This will not be easy, but I am sure it is worth, If the sky is the limit, I prefer to burn with the caresses of the sun, I will made the dreams true, and the nightmares die, I will cross the Tartarus for you.
I love you even if you think it is impossible, you have released this poor bastard of his chains, society do not care Only You. Because I ENJOY to be with my rose, And I will fight to be with her
for so long
My life's been sacrificed
I've been longing for truth
And now I have found
all that in you
Like an Angel - Yngwie Malmsteen
I will protect the smile of her face and fight against mills that have form of giants I have found you and I do not want to lost you. The moon is always there, like the past it always come back. This will not be easy, but I am sure it is worth, If the sky is the limit, I prefer to burn with the caresses of the sun, I will made the dreams true, and the nightmares die, I will cross the Tartarus for you.
I love you even if you think it is impossible, you have released this poor bastard of his chains, society do not care Only You. Because I ENJOY to be with my rose, And I will fight to be with her
domingo, 4 de septiembre de 2011
Afraid
I die three times in my life the first time when I lost my little sister, my mother was devastated I lost faith in me, the second one when my best friend die, I lost my God, the third one was when I broke-up with my princess with her six years ago, That time I lost the smile and the almost everything I used to have but.
I am not afraid to DIE, I afraid to do not have a life.
I am not afraid to LOSE, I afraid to do not make my best.
I am not afraid to be an ASSHOLE, I afraid to do not have Dreams
I am not afraid to make a WRONG decision, I afraid regret my action
I am not afraid GOD, I am afraid to find one.
I am not afraid to be WITH YOU I afraid to do not be the best option you have.
Day by day, I will try to be the best man I can BE, I will fight every day as if it were the last of them, one war each day, one battle each moment.
I am ready to sacrifice myself to make dreams true.
Because today is a good day to die as every day.
I am not afraid to DIE, I afraid to do not have a life.
I am not afraid to LOSE, I afraid to do not make my best.
I am not afraid to be an ASSHOLE, I afraid to do not have Dreams
I am not afraid to make a WRONG decision, I afraid regret my action
I am not afraid GOD, I am afraid to find one.
I am not afraid to be WITH YOU I afraid to do not be the best option you have.
Day by day, I will try to be the best man I can BE, I will fight every day as if it were the last of them, one war each day, one battle each moment.
I am ready to sacrifice myself to make dreams true.
Because today is a good day to die as every day.
viernes, 2 de septiembre de 2011
Dark
In the darkness night I will be waiting for a star. I close my eyes waiting to the sunrise, but is just a dream a dream without end at least a happy one, believe is the act of trust with not expects. Listen one song tattooed in my brain, a felling of emptiness, loneliness and fear. Without knowing its origin, a calling from something or someone, maybe is only the chaos of my brain
Ideas from different perspectives to the same problem, different viewpoint that may cloud the real issue. Things that make the world be in different colors than the real one. One goodbye to fact, one hello to fiction, waiting to know the right answer, probably no one that satisfies me.
For my bad there are no easy way out to the doubt. But that make the live funny and interesting, to obtain the best prize you need to suffer at least is the only form I Know.
Live and die for your dreams. When a dream dies is because it becomes true or the realty kill it. In the dark place of my mind there is no pain, is only the memory of a story that didn't end. In the dark I imagine you, sometimes a different universe, often just a smile.
Not kingdom is worth than the freedom, There is no a real live without free will, I not going to become a slave of the past because I want a future with a rose.
The darkness just give me the opportunity to find the light.
Ideas from different perspectives to the same problem, different viewpoint that may cloud the real issue. Things that make the world be in different colors than the real one. One goodbye to fact, one hello to fiction, waiting to know the right answer, probably no one that satisfies me.
For my bad there are no easy way out to the doubt. But that make the live funny and interesting, to obtain the best prize you need to suffer at least is the only form I Know.
Live and die for your dreams. When a dream dies is because it becomes true or the realty kill it. In the dark place of my mind there is no pain, is only the memory of a story that didn't end. In the dark I imagine you, sometimes a different universe, often just a smile.
Not kingdom is worth than the freedom, There is no a real live without free will, I not going to become a slave of the past because I want a future with a rose.
The darkness just give me the opportunity to find the light.
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