One last Goodbye Anathema

How I needed you
How I grieve now you're gone
In my dreams I see you
I awake so alone

I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
Finally gave way

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never, never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
And my being

I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real

I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love

And somehow I knew you could never, never stay
And somehow I knew you would leave me
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
Oh I wish, I wish you could have stayed

one song

Lacrimas Profundere - Dear Amy

Feel it
I'm tired of being with you
Feel it
Our time is running out
Feel it
There is nothing left to lose
Feel it
You're pushing me down
So you never wanted me... or do you now?
I bleed but you won't heal
And I won't beg for your mercy
You kissed me then you disappeared
And now you treat me like a whore again
I bleed but you won't heal
When you touch me I feel dirty
You kissed me then you left me here
And now you treat me like a whore again

Feel it
I still sacrifice myself
Feel it
You still tear my life apart
Feel it
I'm on my way to hell
Feel pt
One more time

Gun

Between Angels and demons, the Valhalla and the Olympus, live and the death, not every thing is gold not every thing is carbon, the shadows give knowledge and the light have answers maybe is just bullshit an the answer are only action of the humans and the question are making for the same. Lies that are truth and truth that are lies, one promise of love, one promise of hate, one promise of revenge one promise for you my dear, I am just a dead man how have new objectives new desires

All the thinks I have is my pasta and my presente the future is growing in a spectre of posibilities I am not sure of nothing, except of my form of live fight until the sun diapers for me


Love

Hope

Passion

Endless

suffering

Reality

nothing else no more Roses to you

Violence

Nothing almost is finish almost is starting the motion the creeping , the sadness the chaos all is violence the motion in live the hope the pain with out nothing, all the thing i have is about sacrifice you need to lost to get something, sometimes is good sometimes is bad, sometimes you need to paid with blood sometimes whit your pain, sometimes is epimere the prices sometimes is impossible, the world keeps turning, I hate the easy thinks i need to have a dramatic ending don0t know another for of live always waiting for a final second and for a final word

Good luck I hope you have a greatest live .

And at last I`m looking back

but I'm not going back

Not for you not for anyone

Eternity is waiting live is ending thinck in the
the past is a waste of time the future is the only
remaining, seek for new horizons

When dark clouds obscure the sky I will be there
until the sun rise again

not enough

Relaxed

Fixed

Alone

Happy

Nothing else matter

Maybe is fate

Maybe is just a butterfly
Maybe they are just their wings

cause and effect

I promise SAND

Anger

My queen drink my polluted blood
and leave me here dying in the shadows
show me the real meaning of pain
show me the darkness of this creeping
world...

Let me rest in peace, leave me alone.
Give me a final fantasy one
with you my dear blood queen
give me the passion of
your KISS.

You are poison ruining through my veins
you are special maybe to much

Bloody QUEEN

Not

I miss you

Roses

I'm feeling this time
As bad as never before
A bleeding wag is fading away
Once you needed me
For spending delight
But below this funny mask
There's a crying face

The way that I smile is the way that I cry
But you'll never realize
My reputation is the one of a fool
Now watch how poet dies
Hear his cries

I`m sitting here in an empty room,
I`m writing a poem now to you,
It`s time to think about what we had.
And when the sun is going down,
All my feelings come around,

And I dedicate my roses to no one
Cause there is no mind to help me to see
The reason we need
A light for the lonesome
And no one to drink
The blood that I bleed

Kill

The blood falls like Rain, my body dreams whit another world, science does not give me an answer, religion give me only lies, the sun is hidden in the clouds, maybe is already fall, I need to understand a lot of things a measure for complex problem, maybe no an optima solution but I need an approximation nobody helps anyone, is the human nature or another point of view, the humans want to control all the humans he can the felling of power, the felling of madness, the wish of the divinity, but all the mans are free in their minds, it is something i Believe, We are freeman's it dose not matter anything, we can fight against the oppressor in some case against the people we use to call family, friends or beloved ones, some times you need to leave it and continue with your live.

I'm not a prisoner, I'm a free man,
And my blood is my own now.
Don't care where the past was,
I know where I'm going...out.

Maiden

Sometime our prison is our safe place an we didn't want to leave it sometimes is the reason of our problems, the reason of our weakness, all most is our past.

Be free

Lotus

One flower for a woman one dream for a guy the eternal approximation to the end on wish to the falling star, one solo of guitar, the goodbye, I know I'm unworthy to you i have fallen in you dream not postals to me I can not read it, maybe is just bad luck maybe I only want to know everything,
the hope,the reason, the dreams, the blood, the sand, the rain, everything is changing, in all the places I go. Angel nell'ombrami mostrano la strada dei sogni

I know which is my fate
I'll be always there

Waiting for it with or without a hope

Gods give me the force to continue in this dark, Because I don't have another place to stay. I turned my back to the light and got lodged between the shadows to reduce this pain, is the only place where I find my home, never go back, never surrender, never forgive, never forget, never betray.

$\ell^{2}(\mathbb{Z}_{N})$

The time is always running without a fade, chaos is waiting in the next step it doesn't matter you cannot control nothing unless you have spacial restrictions, with humans you don't have this the unpredictable, is th funny part like in the crow you know it can't rain forever, one anthem for the dead man, one anthem for the forgotten one, one for me. I am not regret of my actions no today no tomorrow, i have lost a lot of things because of that but I have gain the pleasure to be the man I want to be. One without penitence.

If I die today it will be a good day as always as every moment, My hopes are dying quickly, my reality is absorbing my dreams. one more fight, one more night, one more dream is all for me.

There’s not much left for me to lose, I lost a lot a a few moths ago.

\Longrightarrow

I found my old friends they help me to kill something.
My mentors give me one reason to fight.
The illness gave me time to think.
The bad luck helps me too.
And the Music gave me the strength to go ahead

\m/ Sword in the Wind \m/


Destiny is calling

One more day

I have a good day or i don't have it ?

t doesn't matter live and death too the live is to short
the only objective that i have is have fun if i can't get it from the common side. I will try from another point maybe, HMS Terror or Janus may be the death angel, another movie I remember the Mission or Alien, maybe a old group like In Extremo, or a new song like Lotus feet, one solo, 6 minutes to my falling down, six feet under my place, one edge, one paradise, or may be just like leaf.

All the things are bullshit in comparison with the pleasure of pain an freedom, But I don't look back, it doesn't matter the result. I know they are mistakes and they are correct answers, but there is no one how can be my judge, no priest can't change my view, is time to fall down in the dark and learn about that and forget the light may be is to bright for me and no one can't save me from this.

... \m/ longest day \m/ ...

SAber algo que ya se sabe no importa mucho.
Pero creer que esa persona es diferente y darse
cuenta de que es una falacia REALMENTE lastima.

UN ultimo recuerdo o mas bien algo que desearia OLVIDAR.

Death

The life is too short maybe is just
my imagination and I'm already death
a the pain of the final separation is
hurting a lot more that every one
knows live is to short

Really short

I have failed this day and the previous too
I know is part of the humans but I hate it
not every pain hurts but i know
this is one of the worst of them

the silent mark is in front of me i can't run away
the path is painful without a light
the world is changing.

Please Euriale Kill me or save me from my self
give you blood it dosen0t matter the side just
do it this will be a longest DAY.

Maybe the longest one of all my live
I'll do the best I can
today is a good day...

Wine

The flavor the sand of a past event
the pain and madness of every little thing
there is nothing to loss, she is so far away
the longest day of every one
sand and blood, pain and pleasure

What i am waiting maybe is too risk
but the prize is so good, this is the moment
too lost everything or win a little

I hope the rain fade me away
from you and the wind make the
pain lees for me

Give me blood give me the tools to
fight every little thing in this world
i promise I will find you
and finish with you

Near

Now I know she will find someone else is the better part of this

The time is close now, the end is near

Time to say goodbye

Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I closed my eyes

The future with she is clear, the time to change for me is dying and I don't have the hope to try it again not now.

...justice...dreams...hope...love...

all is death

Early

In life I've failed,
for years I've wailed.
Frozen in time... left behind...
The rapture of grief is all to find...
The rapture of grief is all!

Behind the shadow of life the lost hopes are grieving.
I seek the night and hope to find love...
So I drown in the silence of lifes short eternity.
The tears fills the void in my heart astray...

Make the sadness go away

I will be a darkest nightmare
my life is a fatal fight

Lead me through the night
To the enlightened land

I'm waiting for my final request

Cattivo

A dream for an end, a dream for a final request, where lies the hope.

The world is continuous motion, and it keeps turning without a dread, the final is just a beginning of something, the knowledge is the power of the mans and the hope is the power of the dreams, the reality is the end of all.

Nothing on earth stays forever
but none of your deeds were in vain

I Would swim or walk or ride
But never ever fly
But all the noise of the maniacs there
The sweat on my face it's worth to bear
But I don't wanna bounce and die

The life I redeem has got the price of insanity

t's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive

I'm not afraid to die
Stand and fight
and say what I feel

Nothing

I don't look back
And I cannot reply
I don't look back

The time is running out
Feel it
There is nothing left to lose

Lived and learned from fools and
from sages

Feel the sun on my face
Does desire still hold true?

In life I've failed,
for years I've wailed.
Frozen in time... left behind...
The rapture of grief is all to find...
The rapture of grief is all!

My heart holds no regrets
I would'nt change a thing

I swore to the Gods

I have summoned them!

Give me..

all.. is waiting

What's a miracle if life itself is not

And so another page is turned
I pray I understand what's happening
But if anything, I do know this
I'll be the best I can

Nothing is forever in life
But a memory believe it`s true
And when I gaze in the rain

Two hundred twenty-two days of light
Will be desired by a night
A moment for the poet's play
Until there's nothing left to say

If everything could ever feel this real forever

What darkness lies inside
inside my mind

I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove

What if I say that I'll never surrender to find the answers?

Valhal

The right of the warrior
Forever to fight by your side
Send a sign, raise the sail
Wave a last goodbye
Destiny is calling

Wins of change will winds of fortune bring
Fly away to a rainbow in the sky gold is at the end
For each of us to find there the road begins
where another one will end here the four winds
Know who will break and who will bend

Glories noble in my mind
Everything I fight to win
Taking all and giving
Whatever my pride would let me
Not backing down
Not giving in

I fight the world and take all they can give
There are times my heart hangs low
Born to walk against the wind
Born to hear my name
No matter where I stand I'm alone

Dreams burnt to ashes so many times
Highest of mountains, still he climbs
Ready to fly cause he just can't stay
Flame burning brighter with every day

forget

The persons makes mistakes and they need to correct them with blood sometimes sometimes qith pain but always we need to correct them now i know that i have made a mistake and i need to correct it the wrong action i the wrong moment.

A couple o f week ago i decide something an then some illusion comes to me now i know, that was only fade in my live, i need to learn something like the action of forget i think is the best option in this moment i don't have a lot of them but like a song said

Without any pain it wouldn't be the same
Experiences made me strong -
Not every pain hurts
Deep inside
When you learn to divide
Don't fear the danger
Follow your heart to the light
Live your dream and breath

Not every pain hurts - Lacrimosa.

Never said goodbye unless you know you will never be again with...

Day

I'll not give in without a fight
And I'll rage against this wind
For even a moment more of the day

I want out leave me be
I want out to do things on my own
I want out to live my life and to be free

Everything I fight to win
Taking all and giving
Whatever my pride would let me
Not backing down
Not giving in

That we're in full control of your destiny
Now we are ready to strike, again

Nothing is as bad as it seems
Close your eyes, look into the dream

Live by your heart
Always one more try
I'm not afraid to die
Stand and fight
say what you feel
Born with a heart of steel

Nothing will change if didn't want it

the word go with the wind
the felling stay with me

Middle

There’s no one else who takes the blame
No one’s there who shares my inner shame
I’m longing for the afterlife

This night oh so black
The starts don't shine

Just what I saw
in my old dreams

Here on the edge of the world
With tears in my eyes
And scars on my soul

Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass cause...
Cause all my pride is gone

but everything can fade away the love, the pain...
so we say that the withering is loosen from all spheres

Down the weakness of my soul
Lie the secrets, and I know

I lost everything
without...

Timeless

It tears me apart to sacrifice it all but I'm to let ... go, is time to accept that.

But dreams can change, visions fall, I feel so lonely.
I would walk through fire for just one more day

I hold on to pray but no god seems to hear me
The pain I will face is my price for disgrace.

Was it something I said or something I did
Did the words not come out right

Can it be that there's some sort of error.
Hard to stop the surmounting terror.

Should I come to stray in this nightmare play

There it was revealed
Hopes and aspirations

And day is dark as night
No remorse and no redemption

Melodies so full of sorrow
Dreams in the making
Without hope i could not fear
And silently i disappeared
Hand in hand, i took my live

With pride now face my faith

Poema 20

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
Escribir, por ejemplo: "La noche esta estrellada,
y tiritan, azules, los astros, a lo lejos".
El viento de la noche gira en el cielo y canta.
Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
Yo la quise, y a veces ella también me quiso.
En las noches como ésta la tuve entre mis brazos.
La besé tantas veces bajo el cielo infinito.
Ella me quiso, a veces yo también la quería.
Cómo no haber amado sus grandes ojos fijos.
Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
Pensar que no la tengo. Sentir que la he perdido.
Oír la noche inmensa, más inmensa sin ella.
Y el verso cae al alma como al pasto el rocío.
Qué importa que mi amor no pudiera guardarla.
La noche está estrellada y ella no está conmigo.
Eso es todo. A lo lejos alguien canta. A lo lejos.
Mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.
Como para acercarla mi mirada la busca.
Mi corazón la busca, y ella no está conmigo.
La misma noche que hace blanquear los mismos árboles.
Nosotros, los de entonces, ya no somos los mismos.
Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero cuánto la quise.
Mi voz buscaba el viento para tocar su oído.
De otro. Será de otro. Como antes de mis besos.
Su voz, su cuerpo claro. Sus ojos infinitos.
Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero tal vez la quiero.
Es tan corto el amor, y es tan largo el olvido.
Porque en noches como esta la tuve entre mis brazos,
mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.
Aunque éste sea el último dolor que ella me causa,
y éstos sean los últimos versos que yo le escribo.

Pablo neruda

De Chile par el mundo un verdadero maestro

Night

One more day the shadows are coming here.
The weather, is changing the wind is getting cold and cold in my town is blowing with longing of happiness maybe is just an ilusiion of different world without of sadness, without of pain. The world keeps turning and it will never stop to wait for someone, i know that i try to remember that, in every moment when i have the hope to find you or when i hope you have a felling for me, maybe is just a fake, is just like of heroin, it makes me feel better, just a false hope for a false human.

Waitin for someone to snatch her bag of memories
How come you call it destiny?
When the cross you bear's your only company

Never seen you, I don't even know you're name
But still I believe

That you are gonna save me
Somehow I got a notion
Just a little affection on this cold and windy road
Save me, from a state of un-emotion
Just a little affection on this windy road

Edguy.- Save me.

This is just a fake for me is time to belive in other things or is time o try to have a new live?

I don0t know the damn answer, and is so frustrating for me, is killing me. Maybe I will never know the answer...

Wind

The wind is changing i don't know what is the destiny of this, but i feel this is good, maybe I only want, what I can't have. is time to change, is time to forget the bad memories or try to replace it with good ones.

Today is a good moment every day is a good day to fight, for a dream, the rain is going away or may be is only the start of a new storm. the question is the best part of my live the fact of the chaos or the destiny, is the reason of my live find the answers of my fate.

Is the time to get a funny one, lets start a new one...

End

At the end who are you the one who said that will be my friend, well i preffer to be alone as always if i will have that kind of friends. One last mesage will be send soon i promisa that

I used yo walke besides someone but now is time to forget my past and start a new present, I hate something I made but today is a good day to die as always, .

Reality is a Dream death is ALL. I have now and ever is the only certainly thing in my live,

...

Damn

Waiting for someone, maybe is just an illusion of a Utopia . A illusion is fading away in the time just like the wind in my city.

Maybe i only want to believe the destiny is a joke, but the time is walking and the world keeps turning. And i know i don't have the reason.

But i will try to fight every moment in my damn live, it doesn't matter the situation, this is the only way that I know.

Long Live to the old Gods

Once upon a time i was a a happy man a free man.

once upon a time I was in love.

Now I have been surrender to hate an pain thats the only think in what I hope a this is the final destination of all man. I know my fate i know may destiny, now is time to accept it and forgot all the hope and make it true.