Blind

Bind to the light and the night thats my fate maybe not maybe the science could help me in something maybe not i wish nothing nothing is changing Blind the the sufferering blind to the past blind to you i hope you are happy

Blind the night and in the day blind to the bunny nothing is changing infrot of me except for the shadows of my past i miss the happines i miss the smile but i accept the lost because it was the price for my betray for what ever i want to watch your smile one more time but i know it can't be because you forgetme for you good

Far

Why I always know what is going to happen why my damn instincts tell me the fate why the darkness always surround a better place for me a better history, why the people can believe. Love and hate are the same pure feelings what is love if is not brain state al lot of chemistries that make you feel like you are in the stars a place far away the humankind, far away your pain, but return to the earth is so painful and so human.

Be a wolf is be alone until you find a pack hurting other species maybe not for pleasure maybe I am only a bastard without hope in the penumbra of live. Working for a name, fighting for a reason to fight, Maybe all is an illusion, a nightmare, maybe is just Karma, is just a paid for my sins, for my hopes, for the pain I've cause to the others.

Wish I could end this today. I know I am not that lucky, one night, one nightmare again, one dream of my past my curse, my damn illusion. Why I can not decide on my destiny, why I can not believe.

O death give me a kiss in the night, make me free, give me hope, return my darkness, restore my madness, kill my illusion of a new dawn, destroy my obsession of a happy end of a happy stave in my history, finish the play like the Greeks.

Smile for me Nergal ancient god of Babylon.

Maybe is better of this way.

Pain

Sometimes the words gives hope, sometimes kill it, sometimes are wrong . There is nothing in the ice, nothing the water, all is dying in front of me, leaving myself to blame. I know the final words, nothing is going to change in my live.

I've betray myself again. I lost one time and I will continue losing all I have only the music through the anger, through the pain, through the sadness

I feel the pain in this word is falling on me. I close my eyes and wishing the end, one nightfall in the stars one day without nightmares knowing the end, and in my darkest hour i will fight until the last moment. I fail ones but I will never betray, never surrender, never forget, Notthat curse mistake, not that damn mistake.

I am sorry I am really sorry for my words maybe was the last talk maybe was the last time i have been with you.

But I know that "There is no glory without PAIN"

Imagine there's no heaven
it's easy if you try
no hell bellow us
above us only sky.

Beatles Imagine

For me there is only a illusion of a far away world.