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I dream with demons ans ghosts that fill my mind, creating new images full of colors and shadows I hug a faint source of light, nothing else matter, one word could save me. Maybe is just an illusion of a far away world, The gods have given their verdict. I will not give them the taste of my fall, my war and my destiny are only mine, the nightmares are part of my life and a part of me, I learn how to live with my own demons, my own passion, and desire, wishing a good ending an impossible ending for the story of a bastard.

You see anger, sadness, satisfaction, and mockery in my eyes, I remember my past, my friends, my thirst for revenge and my destiny. I think where I come from and where I do not want to go, I try my best to change the script, but it seems an epic task, You can not believe in my words, because they may not be possible for you. A Rose and a wolf appears to be impossible in your world and mine is just a dream that can not come true. It seems that this story had an ending before it start.

One song to remember you one song to forget how I am, one cup to my pain and another one to kill my hope, Because hope is my great enemy,

O Death, come near me,
save me from this empty, cold world!
O Life, you have killed me,
so spare me from this could of misery

Death,Come near me - Draconian

Today is a good day to die as everyday

End

AT the end I lose as always i lost knew the results after the event one week And I Lose. My best girlfriend a bottle of bourbon sometimes fight is useless sometimes is a waste of time the time is just a measure I wish you can find the answer, because i don't have anyone

A placer, puedes tomarte el tiempo necesario
que por mi parte yo estare esperando
el dia en que te decidas a vovler y ser feliz como antes fuimos.

Se muy bien, que como yo estaras sufriendo a diario
la soledad de dos amantes que al dejarse
estan luchado cada quien por no encontrarse.

Y no es por eso, que haya dejado de quererte un solo dia
que estoy contigo aunque estes lejos de mi vida
por tu felicidad a costa de la mia.

Pero si ahora tienes tan solo la mitad
del gran amor que aun te tengo
puedes jurar que al que te quiere lo bendigo
quiero que seas feliz
Aunque no sea conmigo

Y no es por eso, que haya dejado de quererte un solo dia
que estoy contigo aunque estes lejos de mi vida
por tu felicidad a costa de la mia.

Pero si ahora tienes tan solo la mitad
del gran amor que aun te tengo
puedes jurar que al que te quiere lo bendigo
quiero que seas feliz
Aunque no sea conmigo

Enrique Bumbury - Aun que no sea conmigo

Today I lost my girlfriend and ocular implant, perhaps this day may be better

Mirage

My dreams are just illusion in an ocean of facts, A mirage in the night. The words can kill a dream or create millions of them, but one smile can be an Armageddon for me or bring me to live again, I want ot see you laugh at least one time for me, maybe is impossible you are still in love with him and I am just your friend just a good friend, But I am now your boyfriend at least is in what both believe.

I want to be a superhero for you but it seems It can not be, every time I feel away from you, even if you say is false, I fight because is the only way I know, NEVER to retreat, NEVER to Surrender. This live is not easy I have more losses than wins, There is no glory without suffering, and a battle without scars

My nature is different or maybe is just a mirage and I am the greatest humanist of all of them, trying to change the world for the sake of the humankind, Or maybe i am just a predator in a world full of carrion feeders, and sheep's. Trying to make things in the right way, with my principles even if they are the ones of a dead man.

In a world full of death and desperation there are still Roses full of live and hope.

There are images in my head of a different world, full of shadows, perhaps the place to which I belong, My sweet hope.

6

One special number for me nothing is changing the Rose is always beautiful. I need to fight nothing can be easy for me, even us. You give me strength, I want to be a poet, to write the most beautiful verses,but I am not one. I know love you, but it does not matter if you do not believe in a future, I am just an asshole If Ithink this would be easy you are afraid of I do not what.

I wish I could make a difference, but sometimes it seems impossible, And smile cn kill me and give me some banal hope, I do not want a kingdom,, money or even glory, I only need you, You give me more happiness than I had for six years.

I m not the chosen one, is not my the desire or want I want to be, I am just a bastard who is in love with a Rose Wishing to touch their thorns, getting drunk with it is fragrance. Wanting to know what is lie for us.

What I feel for you I can not hide, my shy girl, But be a wolf is hard I always want to follow my instincts, and cry for the moon and continue my journey but I want to be with you even if it means losing something No matter what price I have to pay for her I'll do, Because neither the gods will stop me to make you happy or proud.

In the silence of the darkness when all are fast asleep
I live inside a dream calling to your spirit
As a sail calls the wind, hear the angels sing

Far beyond the sun across the western sky
Reach into the blackness find a silver line
In a voice I whisper a candle in the night
We'll carry all our dreams in a single beam of light

Close your eyes, look into the dream
Winds of change will winds of fortune bring

Mater of the Wind - Manowar

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I've been searching for you
for so long
My life's been sacrificed
I've been longing for truth
And now I have found
all that in you
Like an Angel - Yngwie Malmsteen

I will protect the smile of her face and fight against mills that have form of giants I have found you and I do not want to lost you. The moon is always there, like the past it always come back. This will not be easy, but I am sure it is worth, If the sky is the limit, I prefer to burn with the caresses of the sun, I will made the dreams true, and the nightmares die, I will cross the Tartarus for you.

I love you even if you think it is impossible, you have released this poor bastard of his chains, society do not care Only You. Because I ENJOY to be with my rose, And I will fight to be with her

Afraid

I die three times in my life the first time when I lost my little sister, my mother was devastated I lost faith in me, the second one when my best friend die, I lost my God, the third one was when I broke-up with my princess with her six years ago, That time I lost the smile and the almost everything I used to have but.

I am not afraid to DIE, I afraid to do not have a life.

I am not afraid to LOSE, I afraid to do not make my best.

I am not afraid to be an ASSHOLE, I afraid to do not have Dreams

I am not afraid to make a WRONG decision, I afraid regret my action

I am not afraid GOD, I am afraid to find one.

I am not afraid to be WITH YOU I afraid to do not be the best option you have.

Day by day, I will try to be the best man I can BE, I will fight every day as if it were the last of them, one war each day, one battle each moment.

I am ready to sacrifice myself to make dreams true.

Because today is a good day to die as every day.

Dark

In the darkness night I will be waiting for a star. I close my eyes waiting to the sunrise, but is just a dream a dream without end at least a happy one, believe is the act of trust with not expects. Listen one song tattooed in my brain, a felling of emptiness, loneliness and fear. Without knowing its origin, a calling from something or someone, maybe is only the chaos of my brain

Ideas from different perspectives to the same problem, different viewpoint that may cloud the real issue. Things that make the world be in different colors than the real one. One goodbye to fact, one hello to fiction, waiting to know the right answer, probably no one that satisfies me.

For my bad there are no easy way out to the doubt. But that make the live funny and interesting, to obtain the best prize you need to suffer at least is the only form I Know.

Live and die for your dreams. When a dream dies is because it becomes true or the realty kill it. In the dark place of my mind there is no pain, is only the memory of a story that didn't end. In the dark I imagine you, sometimes a different universe, often just a smile.

Not kingdom is worth than the freedom, There is no a real live without free will, I not going to become a slave of the past because I want a future with a rose.


The darkness just give me the opportunity to find the light.